Gambar masa di HUKM

Lebih kurang jam 10 am, 14hb Sept 2007, Jumaat, saya dibawa ke Bilik Pembedahan untuk menjalani Laparoscopic Appendicectomy akibat acute appendicitis (jangkitan kuman pada apendix). Saya hanya sedar kira2 jam 2.50pm dan kemudiannya dibawa balik ke wad 1 di mana sya ditempatkan sejak kemarin. Gambar ini diambil selepas sya baru keluar dari dewan bedah. Sya ma Jelimik Sawatan

Dalam senyuman ini sebenarnya tersembunyi kesakitan yg tidak terkata...... apapun tetap bersyukur dan Puji Tuhan kerana segalanya berjalan dengan lancar.. Sya teringat akan kata2 Ayub dalam Ayub 2:10 " Apakah kita mahu menerima yang baik dari Allah, tetapi tidak mahu menerima yang buruk?"

Tekanan darah di perikasa dari masa ke semasa... pada masa ini bacaan darah adalah 129/74...

Kawan2 dan adik2 yg datang melawat pada hari Sabtu. Dari kiri (Miller, Kuku, sya, Kdo, Sharil (rakan setugas) dan kameraman jerry). Thanks for comming, your support mean so much to me..

Peace to all of you..

How Can I Not Love You - by Joy Enriquez

Cannot touch, cannot hold, cannot be together
Cannot love, cannot kiss, cannot love each other
Must be strong and we must let go
Cannot say what our hearts must know

Chorus:
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone

Cannot dream, cannot share sweet and tender moments
Cannot feel how we feel, must pretend its over
Must be brave and we must go on, must not say
What weve known all along

Chorus:
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone

How can I not love you

Bridge:
Must be brave and we must be strong
Cannot say what weve known all along

Chorus:
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone

How can I not love you
When you are gone

Gemuruh – Faizal Tahir

Bila bertalu rentak di kalbu
Hasrat yang tersirat semakin ku buru
Bila bergema laungan gempita
Harapan bernyala nadiku berganda

Gemuruh jiwa semangat membara
Dari puncak ingin ke angkasa
Berkalungkan bintang berkelipan
Menyerlah jauh dari yang biasa

Bila bertalu rentak di kalbu
Hasrat yang tersirat semakin ku buru
Bila bergema laungan gempita
Harapan bernyala nadiku berganda

Gemuruh jiwa semangat membara
Dari puncak ingin ke angkasa
Berkalungkan bintang berkelipan
Menyerlah jauh dari yang biasa

Ungkapan ini bukan sekadar bermimpi
Segalanya pastikan terbukti nanti

Ulang :
Gemuruh jiwa semangat membara
Dari puncak ingin ke angkasa
Berkalungkan bintang berkelipan
Menyerlah jauh dari yang biasa

My New Addicted

Saya tidak tahu bila keadaan ini bermula tetapi baru2 ini keadaan ini bertambah extrem apabila sepanjang masa sya asyik memikirkan perkara ini. Dari office hingga la ke rumah dan dari semua perbualan dengan kawan2 sya pasti memikirkan atau menselitkan perkara ini.....sya bertanya-tanya pada diri sendiri adakah sya telah ketagih atau ini cuma suam2 kuku ja or hangat2 tahi ayam... Tetapi setelah difikirkan dengan teliti saya yakin inilah hobi baru saya dan hobi ini adalah 'Taking Picture'.

Hobi ini sebenarnya telah lama terpendam dalam diri cuma dulu2 saya tidak mampu untuk merealisasikannya...maklumlah mesti ada kamera sendiri dan kamera tu pula bukan yg jenis biasa 'shot & take' tapi yg SLR 'aim, shot & take' maksudnya yg manual focus la. Baru2 ni sya dicover satu site yg sangat merangsang hobi terpendam sya ni iaitu www.trekeart.com. Site ini adalah site yg menghimpunkan gambar2 yg diambil dari seluruh dunia oleh jurugambar2 dari seluruh dunia. Apa yg sangat menarik adalah bagimana mereka merakamkan gambar tersebut dan memberi penerangan tentang setiap gambar yang diambil. Saya sangat teruja apabila melihat objek yang biasa kita lihat tetapi bila di rakamkan dalam bentuk gambar objek tersebut seperti 'bernyawa' yang cuba menyampaikan sesuatu messege tertentu.

Saya sangat teruja melihat gambar tersebut sehinggakan sya ingin menjadi sebahagian dari komuniti itu. Lalu sya mencari-cari site yg boleh memberi bimbingan tentang harga dan dan jenis kamera yg sesuai dengan kemampuan sya. Lalu sya menemui site ni shashinki.com. Di samping tu sya gak membaca review org ramai tentang model yg sya consider mo beli yg terdapat di dcresource.pricegrabber.com. Site2 ni banyak membantu sya dlm memilih model kamera yg mana harus sya pilih. Akhirnya saya memilih antara dua model ni Nikon D40 dgn Pentax K100D yg mana kedua-duanya berharga RM2150.00. Masing2 mempunyai kelebihan contohnya Nikon D40 menghasilkan kualiti gambar yg lebih baik dan cepat apabila gambar yg diambil adalah di tempat yg kurang pencahayaan berbanding Pentax K100D. Tetapi Pentax K100D mempunyai anti-shaking yg mana sangat penting bagi amature mcm sya. So rasanya sya kena testing juga kedua2 kamera ni baru boleh buat keputusan mana model yg terbaik tuk sya.

Pa2 pun harap2 hobi sya ni tidak bersifat sementara saja dan klau boleh sya juga mau pergi ke merata tempat tuk merakamkan saat2 yang indah dan tidak terduga. Di samping itu mugkin sya boleh menyumbangkan sesuatu kepada masyarakat setempat khususnya dan dunia amnya dengan gambar2 yg bakal dirakam oleh sya sendiri. Tidak sabar rasanya untuk merasai pengalaman itu.... Tetapi apa2 pun masih banyak perkara yg harus sya pertimbangkan sebelum mengambil keputusan tuk memiliki sebuah kamera SLR ni.

The Good Husband...

Jack wakes up with a huge hangover after attending his company's Christmas Party. Jack is not normally a drinker, but the drinks didn't taste like alcohol at all. He didn't even remember how he got home from the party.

As bad as he was feeling, he wondered if he did something wrong. Jack had to force himself to open his eyes, and the first thing he sees is a couple of aspirins next to a glass of water on the side table. And, next to them, a single red rose! Jack sits up and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and pressed. He looks around the room and sees that it is in perfect order, spotlessly clean. So is the rest of the house. He takes the aspirins,cringes when he sees a huge black eye staring back at him in the bathroom mirror. Then he notices a note hanging on the corner of the mirror written in red with little hearts on it and a kiss mark from his wife in lipstick: "Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to get groceries to make you your favorite dinner tonight. I love you, darling! Love, Jillian"

He stumbles to the kitchen and sure enough, there is hot breakfast,steaming hot coffee and the morning newspaper. His son is also at the table, eating.

Jack asks, "Son...what happened last night?"
"Well, you came home after 3 A.M., drunk and out of your mind. You fell over the coffee table and broke it, and then you puked in the hallway,and got that black eye when you ran into the door.

Confused, he asked his son, "So, why is everything in such perfect order and so clean? I have a rose, and breakfast is on the table waiting for me??"

His son replies, "Oh THAT!... Mom dragged you to the bedroom, and when she tried to take your pants off, you screamed, "Leave me alone, I'm married!!"


Broken Coffee Table $239.99
Hot Breakfast $4.20
Two Aspirins $1.38
Saying the right thing, at the right time...... PRICELESS!!!

True love

This is what True Love is all about:

It was a busy morning, approximately 8:30 a.m., when an elderly gentleman in his 80's, arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He stated that he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am.

I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him look at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound.

On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound.

While taking care of his wound, we began to engage in conversation. I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife.

I then inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer' s Disease .

As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if he was a bit late. He replied that she no longer knew who he was, that she had not recognized him in five years now.

I was surprised, and asked him, "And you still go every morning, even though she doesn't know who you are? "

He smiled as he patted my hand and said, " She doesn't know me, but I still know who she is." I had to hold back tears as he left, I had goose bumps on my arm, and thought, "That is the kind of love I want in my life."

True love is neither physical, nor romantic. True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be.

HOW HAPPY IS LIFE WITHOUT A GIRLFRIEND ;-)

1. You can stare at any Girl.......

2. You don't have to spend money on her.

3. You won't get boring result in ur board papers.

4. No girlfriend, no emotional blackmailing.

5. If u don't have a girlfriend, she can't dump u.

6. Having a girlfriend is hot, not having a girlfriend is automatically cool, and every one loves to be a cool guy.

7. This can be more to life than just waiting for the bloody phone to ring.

8. You won't have to tolerate someone else defining, "right" and "wrong" for u.

9. Girlfriend can get so possessive that you can't do anything according ur wishes anymore.

10. You can buy gifts for mom, dad, sis or grandpa instead of a girlfriend and have a happier family life.

11. You won't have to waste paper writing love letters. No more endless waiting for ur date to arrive at some weird shop place.

12. You can have more friends, as u will have more time for them.

13. You wont have to see boring love stories instead of sports.

14. You wont have to tell lie to anybody and, therefore, u'll sin less.

15. You can have good night's sleep-no need to dream about her.

16. You wont have to fight over having a 'special' friend with ur folks.

17. No nonstop nonsense.

18. You wont have drown in the pool of her tears.

19. No tension.

20. You can be "urself"

21. You wont have to hide your telephone bills.....

KINDNESS Pays !

One day, a poor boy who was selling goods from door to door to pay hisway through school, found he had only one thin dime left, and he was hungry. He decided he would ask for a meal at the next house. However, he lost his nerve when a lovely young woman opened the door. Instead of a meal he asked for a drink of water. She thought he looked hungry so brought him a large glass of milk. He drank it slowly, and then asked, "How much do I owe you?" "You don't owe me anything," she replied "Mother has taught us neverto accept payment for a kindness." He said... "Then I thank you from my heart."

As Howard Kelly left that house, he not only felt; strongerphysically, but his faith in God and man was strong also. He had beenready to give up and quit.

Years later that young woman became critically ill. The local doctors were baffled. They finally sent her to the big city, where they calledin specialists to study her rare disease. Dr. Howard Kelly was calledin for the consultation. When he heard the name of the town she came from, a strange light filled his eyes.

Immediately he rose and went down the hall of the hospital to her room. Dressed in his doctor's gown he went in to see her. He recognized her at once. He went back to the consultation room determined to do his best to save her life. From that day he gave special attention to the case. After a long struggle, the battle was won. Dr. Kelly requested the business office to pass the final bill to him for approval. He looked at it, then wrote something on the edge and the bill was sent to herroom. She feared to open it, for she was sure it would take the rest of her life to pay for it all.

Finally, she looked, and something caught ; her attention on the side as She read these words....."Paid in full with one glass of milk." (Signed) Dr. Howard Kelly.

Tears of joy flooded her eyes as her happy heart prayed: "Thank You, GOD, that Your love has spread abroad through human hearts and hands."

BM Camp 2007